Hi

Failed very badly... feels scared, don't want to talk or to see anybody just because I'm ashamed and horrified with later consequences. I can feel the burden and I don't know the amount of anxiety this will end up giving me. I Failed not once but twice to the same thing and I'm very much scared about how this will work for even me.

I believe this is my fault but sometimes I'm just too tired of everything going with me. I feel that this is because I am not serious. this all is my fault.

This is all my fault

and I am too afraid to accept that I am the cause of this.

I am too afraid of what they will do to me.

I am too afraid of the things which might happen tomorrow.