Help
TheLostOneI don't remember much. The last thing I can tell you is that I just hit the sack after work, dinner, and a Netflix movie. Just like every normal workweek. The same slave-like routine of being a zombie.
I didn't wake up to my alarm clock though. I don't know if I awoke at all. I don't know how long I've been here, but I have never felt such an eerie cold feeling in my life. Am I in hell? Heaven? Is this some side effect of the anti-depressant my psychiatrist recently put me on? Fuck. It's so dark in this place. I've never seen a shade of black as dark as this. There is no end or beginning to this NULL space I am in. Sound does not seem to exist, as if I am in a space vacuum.
I don't know if I am even talking to myself in my head or if I am being able to communicate. If I am transmitting a message to someone somewhere please fucking help me. I am scared, alone, and confused. I don't know whats going on here. Wherever here is.
I just want to tell someone I'm sorry, or that I love them. I'm so cold right now. Not cold in the sense that I have felt, I just tried to hit myself in the arm only to find I don't have a body. Am I trapped in my mind?