Drugs

I've been going around town looking for something that's nowhere to be found. It's sick and tiring but the fact that i can't stop looking for it makes it hard for me to give up that easily. I've been asking bunch of people and none of them knew what i was tried to searching for. It feels like i've been searching for some nonsense that's never there in the first place. Gosh, i wish i could just move on from it and continue my life as usual but, why is it so hard to do it.. i can't even describe how dumb i look right now trying to find those questionable feeling, the feeling of wanting more and more to know something, curious of everything that i never realized. Until, i met this incredible person. Yes, they know what i was trying to searching for, they guide me slowly into a small place where's there was only me and them. They took out something out from their pockets and there.. i found it, i really found it. I was filled with joy as i grab the thing. I left from that place and start to consume all of that thing at once. And then, i finally come back home. Those drugs really my comfort place to go to.