Doll

That’s right. I can’t sing while on stage. Since I’m not that skilled, I have to be careful not to let my mediocre voice out. If I make a sound, master will be cross,I have a bad habit of fumbling my words, and my voice is starting to change…… I can’t offer the singing voice master seeks, That’s why I’m not allowed to speak or sing.

My parts in Valkyrie’s songs are……prerecorded from a long time ago before my voice changed, my singing voice that improved with choir practice was my greatest weapon, I can no longer use that weapon. Choir, and the stage for an idol are different.. Singing while dancing or performing is really difficult.

My current skills as a singer are no where near the level master wants.

My voice is starting to change so it’s raspy, it would just tarnish the beautiful and idealistic Valkyrie’s performances.

My voice would unnecessarily soil the perfect stage master put together……I would be discarded.

That’s why I can’t sing on stage. My current self is a doll that only dances as master wishes.

Valkyrie’s live is a full house today too. The audience is satisfied as well, our ratings from the masses surpass the rest. Still, is this really okay? Am I, are we, really okay with this……?

I’ll eventually go through a normal growth period. My voice will change, I’ll get taller, more muscles…… I’ll grow facial hair, and what will I do then What’s going to happen……when I’m no longer master’s favorite adorable doll? Won’t I just be stuffed into a garbage bag and thrown out like something no longer needed? Or will I continue to be master’s favorite doll for the rest of my life? Either way, is that okay?

Am I really okay with that? It’s fine now, but in the future……? Why did I enter Yumenosaki Academy, was it to become an idol? No, why was I even born? Tell me! Someone, someone, someone……!

Riding on my circumstances, gaining empty fame, and being satisfied with that like a mindless fool. Even I’ll sink as low as becoming nothing more than a fake playing at being an idol.

But, I don’t know what I should do……even though it’s my life. Everything is in master’s clutches, is the only way I can move is to continue being manipulated by him? That’s right……it’s like I’m not even living.

I’m just a heartless marionette that will continue moving until I break