Depression

well it was a while ago and I didn't know what to do or who to talk to but then I realize this website..... for a while I've dealt with depression and I felt like I had no one to turn to and it hurt me for a long time. while dealing with depression I wanted to kill my self but then I realize there are people who are there for me but still till this day I still have depression it's not something I can just overcome but it doesn't really affect my life that much but it still keeps me closed away from people to where I can't open up.