Day 2

As usually I woke late. That does not disappoint me somehow while it must since I have to do my job - study.

Right now I am thinking of choosing real goal, not dreaming. Simply choose goal, being stupid is stupid, huh. Okay, I am again starting writing bullshit.

Right now my goals are:

- score A on all subjects this semester

This is not hard at all, study all materials, fuck professors' minds, especially Ernazar. I had a little butthurt, this will be written later.

Plan for every subject, that I really have to do and keep in mind all the time.

Research methods. First of all, read all articles thoroughly. Write down all unknown words, theories and other stuff simultaneously. Do research on them, try to understand all aspects. Doing all things right will really help. Then write paper and do presentation, this will be planned later.

Thermodynamics and statistical physics. Read the book, First 4 chapters. Solve all problems. Understand all concepts. This book derives well known thermodynamics through statistics, on which it is based. This is a good book, it just takes some time to settle down everything in mind. Probably, Zhandos still does not understand what the hell is he teaching :)

Classical mechanics II. Classical Kovanis. Fucking our minds with Bessel functions in first semester and then teaching physics of solid body in the second. Right now nothing hard, just do what he tells to do.

Computational physics. Ohhhh, this is real shit. First assignment is really fucked up by us and Ernazar. In Monday go to TA to clear up all questions, if they do not raise points, fuxk their time and brains, since they cannot give clear instructions. He cannot control class and says "important" things right then, when nobody expects that, moreover, he looks like that he instructs not us but him.

Differential equations. Easy course, easy A must be. Bountis is a cool guy, but his voice is so calm that it would be perfect for some fairy tales. I really want to sleep on his lectures.

Phew, finished with academic bullshit. No, not yet. Need to ask from Beznosko additional work on his project. Need to egtvto know all the stuff before going to the station. Maybe can help with something.

Now finished. Second goal is to keep connections with friends in a good state. Friendship is simple. Be nice for everyone, be a good one. That's all. This is about doing things right, and I know everything about that. I feel I am on a right way. I trust all of them, nobody deceives me and nobody will ever me trait me. They are the best. That's all I have to know. Do not lose them. Friends are priceless. That's simple truth, that we all know but not all understand. Being good is hard in this world, bit I believe that it worth it. My happiness is important, but their is also, maybe even more.

Fuck. That's long. Hope, nobody will ever read this shit.

Learning how to learn, finish it. Looks like this course has some things that worth time spent on it.

Some guy that I found on YouTube. Analyze his behaviour and copy the model of his success, this will be a good time investment.

Never be too rational, keep balance. Otherwise you will become as that crazy biohacker or Harry Potter from fanfic.

Biohacking seems a good thing, read more about it. Start from books in that article. Read Attia's biography. Who is that dude and can I trust him.

That biohacking article is good but bad. All things I already knew. Just apply that.e

Go to policlinics and ask if it is possible to enhance my health. Go over full medical checkup.

Sanzhar Kozhabek. Need to know how to get money back from that guy.

This is dark world. Try to keep the light inside you. It will guide to others who have the light.