Dark

One look and I knew. It was like seeing a physical epiphany. Something that I have never seen before. I was the lucky one. What a pure moment of joy. I never thought it would disintegrate. I felt like this would last. Three months. All it took to fade away. Im alone. Feelings stronger as ever. Chemicals still wired for you. Knowing that I will never have that first again. Trickling. When hit bottom the only way is to go up. Right? Well what if there was a depth greater than bottom. Submerged beyond the line of reality. Feelings of despair unseen by the common. When is this jaded state sink to its greatest length. When will the plunge of a bottomless dungeon end? A dilemma unknown and never calculated. Would it be sane to say the plunge is enjoyable. The anguish actually a flight. High on the feeling of sinking. In the darkness a beautiful story can be written. Beauty in the form of a commonality. Shared between the beautiful faces you see around you. Pain can tear apart worlds but also bring them closer together. Even though the slide is empty and cold, it has brought me closer to the light. It is creeping around every dark corner. Words of kindness have an impact. Change the Eukarea.