coma

sometimes i feel like i am not in control. the real me is at the backseat. not the one driving. and hes there somewhere. i just need to awaken him. i need to get out of this auto pilot mode. i need to get better. i dont do resolutions but i think i can start right now and so it wont be a resolution and i have to finish a lot of tasks. most importantly i neeed to get in the studio. asap.