Attention

Okay, so I know I don't have mommy or daddy issues or any issues related to affection or abuse as I have been raised very privileged and haven't had a hard life, but I want constant attention and affection. I want to be idolized and adored and I wouldn't mind if someone wanted me all to themselves either. I want be kidnapped and/or stalked and adored and I'd appreciate it. I'm kind of weirded out that I want this because it's literally illegal, but I just don't know what to do about it. I want someone's attention and I want it all on me. I also wish I could find alternatives to getting the attention that I want as well, I'm open to anything.