art,

i dont know but perhaps this would be love confession than birthday greetings. since i dont do it properly last time, so let me confess my feeling once more. i hope im not being too much and make you feel cringe.

art, when i met you for the very first time. i know clearly that i WOULD fall for you, and i really do, what kind of instinct is that?? but thats how i realized that you have been so special in the very first day we met. i always saw you in every single song i heard and thats kinda frustrating knowing how hard i fell for you. i want to be hugged by you like one week straight or more, i want to watching the stars with you, and i have a list one highway long about what i wanted to do with you.

i would love to explore your mind a bit more. about how you feel when the light suddenly through your window, how you feel when the rain scent smelled by your senses, what do you think first when you woke up, and what do you hope when the shooting stars appear, what do you wish to dream of when youre about to sleep, i want to know what things do you loved and what you despise.

art, being tired, exhausted, or disappointed is perfectly normal. its okay to bursting your emotion loudly just because you wanted people to know how do you feel and think. i wish you to have a great year fulfill with happiness, but i know that bad days will always come either we want it or not. there always be reasons why thing happen. what i wanted to let you know is, i always be here for you when bad days come, even when there is no way left to contact me, but i'll always be here. i would spend my all days with you while listening to your story. i would love to feel your emotions and get to take a peak to your mind. thats it.

with love, ayshe.