AFTER

I wanna be with you, i wanna be by your side through the tough times, wanna hold you and hug you and kiss u, spend nights with you talking all night and cuddling while falling asleep, I wanna laugh at things together, wanna go out late at night on warm summer nights just to act like stupid fucks, get high together and just stare at the stars, wanna cry with you, watch scary movies with you and even at times romantic ones, i wanna go on small dates, I wanna know everything about you, I wanna go see your family with you, I wanna go on walks with you, I wanna call you or FaceTime whenever we're apart even if it's for a small amount of time, wanna spend lazy days with you just bumming around in our pjs, I want you.

honestly, i'm really grateful because i'm still met with people who can still understand my situation, that's the thing I'm most grateful for. even with that release, it's not like I look weird, God has arranged for you to repay your kindness, who always understands and is there for me when i'm down, i'm really tired, you came and were so excited, i think it really means a lot to me, ur presence makes my life more meaningful than before, since I feel lonely there is no one, after you came everything just changed, you and your motivation changed me, that's great for you, I love you, I don't want you to leave me, even though I'm not as smart as you in giving opinions, at least I'm ready to hear your complaints too, basically I want us to support each other.