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It felt as if that night wouldn't pass. I had a throbbing headache and couldn't stop crying. I don't remember when I slept off. I woke up to find my husband standing in front of my bed with last night's question: "So, what have you decided? Is your answer yes or no?"
I didn't know what to say. I gathered some courage to speak up and mumbled: "Please go to the office, I'll call you by evening and let you know my answer, I promise."
He threatened: "I will call you myself at 4pm. I want the answer and it should be 'yes'. Otherwise be ready to get punished."
By punishment, he meant anal sex. He knew that it was extremely painful for me and he used it as a tool to torture me.
He and his elder sister left for the office. I was now alone and struggling with my thoughts.
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I was afraid that my father would be angry but his response amazed me. "Pack your bags and get out of there," he said.
I took a book, gathered my educational certificates and rushed towards the bus station.
After boarding the bus, I sent a message to my husband. "My answer is 'no' and I am going back home," it said. After that I switched off my mobile phone.
After a few hours, I was home, surrounded by my family. I had left my husband's house after only two months of marriage.
I met my husband, Sahil, when I was in the final year of graduation. He was a jovial man. I liked being around him and with time we fell in love.
We used to go on dates, talk for countless hours on phone. It seemed as if life was almost too kind to me.
But this rosy romance did not continue for long. Gradually I started realising that our relationship lacked equality. It wasn't what I had been looking for.
Our relationship was becoming like my parents' relationship. The only difference; my mother kept silent while I could not stop myself from speaking up.
My father used to scream at my mother for petty things. He would even hit her and the only thing she responded with was tears.
When Sahil and I had an argument, it would often turn into a scuffle. He would use force to get intimate with me and scream at me if I refused.
I remember him once asking me: "Suppose I hit you someday, then what would you do?"
The question stunned me. I controlled my anger with great difficulty and replied, "I would break up with you that very day."
What he said next shocked me even more. He said, "It means you don't love me. Love should be unconditional."
After this, we didn't talk for almost a month.
Our fights became more frequent. Many times I'd try to end our relationship but he would apologise every time. I wanted to get rid of him forever and don't know why I wasn't able to do it.
Meanwhile, I was being pressured into marriage.
I was a teacher now. I'd be in class, teaching children and my parents would call me.
The same conversation would be repeated. "What have you thought about marriage? Why don't you marry Sahil? If not him then let us find a suitable match for you. At least think about your younger sisters…"
If anything went wrong at home, it would be blamed on my staying single.
Mother fell sick because I wasn't getting married. My father's business suffered losses because I wasn't getting married.
I was so frustrated that I finally said yes to marriage. I was still not ready for it and didn't believe Sahil's promise that he would change his attitude.
My fears came true after our wedding. Sahil made me a puppet, dancing to his tunes.
I was fond of poetry and used to my write my poems on Facebook. He forbade me from doing it. He even started dictating what I should wear.
One day he told me that I should finish all my reading and writing work by night. "If you leave me dissatisfied in bed, I will have to go to someone else."
He'd say that I wasn't making him happy and would advise me to watch pornography so I could learn some techniques.
And then he got this obsession with seeking work in Mumbai.
He said: "You stay here, do your job and send me money to support me there, and then you take out a loan so I can buy a house."
This is what he wanted me to say yes to. That night he had pushed me on the bed and forced me into anal sex just for that yes.
A line had been crossed. I left him the morning after.
I was a well-educated woman who could earn and live on her own. Yet, my heart was sinking when I left Sahil's home.
There was a fear of being judged by my own family and society. But even bigger than that was the pain in my heart.
When I reached home, my hair was dishevelled and eyes swollen as I had cried all night.
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People started pouring in. Some would say: "Such a terrible thing has happened to you." Others consoled me that Sahil would come to apologise and take me back.
Then there were a few who thought that a woman should not make such a harsh choice over petty issues.
Everyone had something to say but their opinions could not change my decision.
It has been seven months since I left Sahil's home and now I am choosing my own path. I have received a fellowship; I am doing a job and studying as well.
We have been going to police stations and courts as the legal procedure of divorce is not over yet.
I still wake up with a start at night. I still have nightmares.
I haven't been able to forget what I had to face but I am trying to move on in earnest.
My trust in love and relationships is definitely shaken, but not broken yet. I have decided to take some time for myself. I am proud that I didn't stay silent and got out of this abusive relationship before it was too late.
That is why I believe that my future will be better than my past and present.
This is a true life-story of a woman who lives in western India as told to BBC reporter Sindhuvasini Tripathi, produced by Divya Arya. The woman's identity has been kept anonymous on request.
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In Jalena's riveting memoir, Dear Pervert, she boldly shares her story of enduring the undeniable and unavoidable pain of being victimized by someone she trusted most. She bravely speaks directly to the man who sexually abused her throughout her childhood, spilling all of his dirty little secrets as she recalls the horrific things he did to her and reflects on how she has progressively coped - and also the soul-crushing embarrassing times she just couldn't cope - with the trauma. Jalena also reflects on how she utilized this experience to recover and reclaim herself mentally, emotionally, physically and most of all, spiritually, as she describes the ways this has shaped her into the wife, adoptive mother and healthful lifestyle coach she is today, and how her tumultuous relationship with God ultimately came to grips.More than calling her abuser out on his perverted ways, Jalena speaks to her fellow sisters - women and girls everywhere - because 1 in 3 can relate in some way and need to know they are not alone and their voices do matter! They CAN stop being a victim to their pain and start healing from their trauma. Her vulnerability shines through on each page as her message offers hope to all.
‎ Independently published (February 12, 2019)
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Reviewed in the United States on May 31, 2019
This book has small stories of her stepdad which made no sense because....you would think she was going to tell all his darkness. And then how it impacted her and then how she over came the stigma of victim to survivor! Instead it jumps all over the place, I mean to an... See more
This book has small stories of her stepdad which made no sense because....you would think she was going to tell all his darkness. And then how it impacted her and then how she over came the stigma of victim to survivor! Instead it jumps all over the place, I mean to an extent that it gave me a headache. It’s a mess. There are many typos and mistakes. On top of the fact that 90% of the book is about her in the sense of it come across like bragging, much like her tell all. Which in that case a title change would be expected. She take you through her sleeping around, working as a guard, getting married, kids and bragging and bragging! Which would have been nice to read at the end of learning more of what made her a victim and how it impacted her. Because in a way the other “victims” and “survivors” of any type of abuse find comfort in knowing they are not alone. And learning that they can too survive and overcome! This book out of the many, many books I have read over the years about abuse and overcoming the damage and scars you form from it, just doesn’t do that. It should be titled my journey in healing and growing, or something along those lines.
In any case it still doesn’t make it more organized, it’s very frustrating to read work as such. It’s as if the brain just threw up on paper. I read it twice to be sure I was able to leave a proper honest review. This book taught me a lesson of beware of what books you buy on amazon....as they allow you to self publish which is an issue. Although I am sorry to her for whatever she may have gone through, this book is garbage!
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Reviewed in the United States on February 16, 2019
What an Exceptionally well written book. Covers all the bases, and speaks the sad truth! I remember Jalena as a young girl, about the time He was molesting her. And like she writes Nobody knew! She had perfected her Poker face. I Love you Jalena Dawn! I couldn't put it... See more
What an Exceptionally well written book. Covers all the bases, and speaks the sad truth! I remember Jalena as a young girl, about the time He was molesting her. And like she writes Nobody knew! She had perfected her Poker face. I Love you Jalena Dawn! I couldn't put it down! Read it in one day. I read a lot and couldn't put it down!
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Reviewed in the United States on July 28, 2019
This book supports those have been down the same path, those that are hurting and share the same secrets. Well written.
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Reviewed in the United States on April 7, 2019
Love this book. I couldn't put it down. The author is good at keeping your attention, expressing their feelings and keeping you wanting to read more. Read in two days.
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Reviewed in the United States on February 19, 2019
This story was so down to earth and beautifully written! Each chapter serves a purpose. You won’t want to put it down!
Reviewed in the United States on February 13, 2019
I read the book in 3 days (a couple of hours at a time)... that does not happen. I am not an avid reader. But I couldn’t put it down. The author was real, self reflective, and her story was compelling. As a parent of young children I am thankful she wrote this book. I know... See more
I read the book in 3 days (a couple of hours at a time)... that does not happen. I am not an avid reader. But I couldn’t put it down. The author was real, self reflective, and her story was compelling. As a parent of young children I am thankful she wrote this book. I know she wrote it to heal, and to help others heal, but I also think this book is a tool for sexual abuse prevention, and awareness. If you have young children, pre-teens, teens in your life this is a must read! The book does have a component of faith, I dont typically read about faith and ministry, but the book kept my interest throughout, and wasn’t pushy. It was more educational as she explains her experience and how her faith was a component of her journey. I received an Advanced Reader Copy of this book.
Reviewed in the United States on February 13, 2019
I read the book in 3 days (a couple of hours at a time)... that does not happen. I am not an avid reader. But I couldn’t put it down. The author was real, self reflective, and her story was compelling. As a parent of young children I am thankful she wrote this book. I know... See more
I read the book in 3 days (a couple of hours at a time)... that does not happen. I am not an avid reader. But I couldn’t put it down. The author was real, self reflective, and her story was compelling. As a parent of young children I am thankful she wrote this book. I know she wrote it to heal, and to help others heal, but I also think this book is a tool for sexual abuse prevention, and awareness. If you have young children, pre-teens, teens in your life this is a must read! The book does have a component of faith, I dont typically read about faith and ministry, but the book kept my interest throughout, and wasn’t pushy. It was more educational as she explains her experience and how her faith was a component of her journey. I received an Advanced Reader Copy of this book.
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