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Okay, so I feel like I should write a review of this book because there is a rape scene that is romanticized, and passed off as a sex scene. I am so fucking tired of seeing abuse romanticized in YA literature. It is so fucking unhealthy and disgusting, but I think the reason this one in particular pisses me off is because it completely blind sided me. I love this series, its about a group of teens that conincidentally go camping on the days their town gets invaded. In consequence they turn into rebels and do a shit load of amazing things. The girl power in these books was awesome and so was everything else. And then... This:He invited me to a party that same night, and I went. It was a big mistake. It was so long since I’d been to a party that I’d forgotten how to act. I hadn’t bothered to eat before I went, because I figured they’d have food there. And there was food all right: a packet of chips, a bowl of jellybeans and half-a-dozen over-ripe bananas. That’s the kind of party it was. Then, to make matters worse, I had three BLS’s in the first half-hour. Another big mistake. By eleven o’clock, after a few more BLS’s, and more than a few slurps from Adam’s beer glass, I was gone. I’d had it.And he changed really suddenly. One minute we were just joking around like old buddies, the next he had his tongue in my mouth and was walking me backwards down the corridor to the bedrooms. I was trying to say, ‘Hey, what happened to beautiful old-fashioned romance? What happened to foreplay even?’ but it’s hard to talk with a tongue in your mouth. Sure I was kissing him back at first, but it wasn’t working at all for me, I was just doing it, I don’t know, because I was expected to, I suppose, he expected me to. Sort of automatically. I’ve never been less turned on in my life.When we got in the bedroom he fell backwards on the bed, taking me with him. It wasn’t very graceful. I felt dizzy and sick. He was tonguing my ear and all I could think was, ‘God, when was the last time I cleaned the wax out?’ but I felt too sick and drunk to stop him, to even try to stop him. Next thing he’s undoing my zip. I’m not saying I was too drunk to do anything about it, it wasn’t like that, I mean that’d be rape, no, it was just that I couldn’t be bothered. Oh, I tried for a minute, tried to pull my jeans back up, but in the end I thought, ‘Who cares, what does it matter, just get it over with and then I can go home.’I don’t understand what guys get out of sex like that; not very much, I would have thought, but they obviously get something out of it or they wouldn’t do it. The only good thing I can say about him was that at least he used a condom. But only because he thought he might catch something from me. I’m sure it wasn’t because he wanted to protect me.All I got out of it was a terrible feeling that I was a disgusting human being. It was so against everything I stood for, everything I believed in. The next day I felt awful. I had a terrible headache anyway, and my stomach felt like it was still doing slow spins, but worse, far worse, was the way I felt such a slut. I felt sick at myself. I couldn’t talk to the others about it, couldn’t talk to anyone, except about three o’clock I got the bright idea of calling Andrea, the psychologist.She was good, like always. It took me about an hour to get it out but in the end I told her everything. I started crying as I got to the end of the story, and then I couldn’t stop. I felt so ashamed. Not of crying, but of being so cheap.I realize thats quite a lot, but oh my God. Listen, as a writer if you feel the need to clarify that its not rape because the scene seems excessively rape like... Maybe you should revise it. Im looking at you John Marsden. Seriously though, she tries to get away from him:I was trying to say, ‘Hey, what happened to beautiful old-fashioned romance? What happened to foreplay even?’ but it’s hard to talk with a tongue in your mouth. Sure I was kissing him back at first, but it wasn’t working at all for me, I was just doing it, I don’t know, because I was expected to, I suppose, he expected me to.I felt too sick and drunk to stop him, to even try to stop him. Next thing he’s undoing my zip.Oh, I tried for a minute, tried to pull my jeans back up, but in the end I thought, ‘Who cares, what does it matter, just get it over with and then I can go home.’And then she calls herself a slut and cheap! Although, she does hate the guy and think hes disgusting, she should understadnd that she doesnt bare any guilt here. He acted like a fucking predator! By the way, the term slut is not real. There is no such thing as being a slut, a womans sexuality belongs to herself, and she can have sex with as many or few people as she wants. The term is used to literally shame women for their sexuality, so there. I really am absolutely disappointed though, like these books have such awesome dynamic scenes. I love the action scenes. Seriously, theyre worth reading but, this slut-shaming-rape-scene, is inexcusable.
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