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everything is too much for me. i am sick of being overwhelmed of so many things that barely matter. i feel immature crying over things that other people can brush off so easily. it makes me feel weak. i dont like it. i wanna be normal and stop feeling depressed. i dont want to have anxiety. i want it gone. im tired of it. like literally. i dont want to deal with myself most of the time. i am too much to handle. i lost myself. im struggling and its hard. i just feel like im losing hope again.