28.07

Have you ever seen a smile like this? Well, I'm a man of my word, so now you have. To be honest, I have already spent over 100 hours on this and I am still not satisfied..

COVID-19 turned 2020 into a total disaster, but not for me. So far, the most important thing I have learned is the fact that honesty does not pay out too well. People treat you like a fool, because you pay attention to the smallest details and thus, you can enjoy the simplest interactions with people, just like no one else. Another thing that happened to me and will never be forgotten is getting to know the person you see on the artwork. The whole idea actually originated from the fact that I admire her smile so much, and that its value is surely inconceivable. I know that it is a one-way feeling which makes it hurtful and meaningless, but I still have feelings for her. 'I have so much in me, and the feeling for her absorbs it all; I have so much, and without her it all comes to nothing.' Love is blind, it makes you so stupid, but at the same time it inspires you so much that despite the misery of cruel reality, you still try your best to keep making music and chase your dreams that will never come true.. 'All the knowledge I possess every one else can acquire, but my heart is all my own.' I am so lost that I really wish I had Cupid's arrow. It is the only thing I could ever stab her with. Otherwise I'd rather never had been born, at least not in this country since a 'good death' in Poland is forbidden.. With every passing day I shed more and more tears of truth. What truth? Well, maybe because it is just me or maybe because of the fact that the finest girls have such a strange taste. Perhaps my taste is the only problem here, because trying to reach for heaven and being no one but an ordinary multipotentialist will not actually let you reach it. 'If only these treasures were not so fragile as they are precious and beautiful.' Love is blind, but still, it is what it is and it is real. My heart overflows with the kindness of which no one else besides her will ever be worth of. She's all and she's more. 'It's true that nothing in this world makes us so necessary to others as the affection we have for them.' Please, anyone, end my torments once and for all. I cannot live with this anymore.

From adaptation to imitation.

From inspiration to dedication. Ø·