13 Reasons Why

It's been a while since I've been on here telling my business. But no one will ever see this so what do I care.? So on that note hey dad welcome to your post. Well my bio dad.

4. You shouldn't be considered a father or dad. Truth is your a sperm donor. You gave my mom a wonderful gift and left. Which the only good thing you've done in your life. It sucks, that I'll always think that I'll never be loved or good enough all because you didn't stick around. I'm forever broken inside. I'm always sad and it's because I'm always thinking I'm not good enough. However your dead now and that pain should fade but it doesn't. So I tried to push it into a bottle and never think about it. But it didn't. Funny how even in your death you still haunt me. Your family reached out. Wanted to meet me, I said no. They had 17 years. I refuse to put myself and my mother through that. If I could tell you one thing. I'd say go to hell, but I think you're already there.