I love myself more than anyone else, because a lot of people say that “ it's better to love yourself before someone else ”. But the next time i meet someone who can take care of me, someone who is kind to me, even someone who accepts me for who i am. I will love him wholeheartedly and as pure as even more silk fabric. I will take care of him and his feelings, always with him until he no longer needs me. I was just introducing him to a much happier, i was just god's vessel to him, and that was later. It's gonna happen with me, i promise. If i ever meet a man who can receive me into whatever circumstances i am without exception, can embrace me even happier. I promise i'll take care of her. I'll love her. I promise it

If he is to be born to me, and i am the only companion of her life even her marriage mate. I'm going to write the “ we'll later ” story in the book i'm processing. I hope someone's up to my liking, hopefully he'll also frequency with me. God must be good, i know that. Nothing is impossible for him, all is easy when we leave it to the one and only god. I only wish to have someone like that and ask to be sent by someone who can accept me for who i am, not what i am. I lack a lot, but i also want to be equipped. Like the missing puzzle, i'd like to find it and then refill it, so i hope. But all of God's secrets