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The happiness slips it’s way in when you’re too busy focusing on not dying

It creeps up on you at the exact moment you thought you’d lost it for good 

And something inside you clicks and you don’t want to die anymore 

All of a sudden, sad songs are just sad songs 

And ghosts still appear every now and then but you’ve learnt that you can just blink them away 

You notice things you never noticed before when you were too stuck inside your own head

Like the painting the sun makes when it’s setting but hasn’t fully disappeared yet 

Or the way even when the darkness has completely taken over the stars finally get to show their beauty to the sleeping world

The happiness shines through the scars and the pain and shows you beauty you never thought you’d be capable to see 

The happiness shines through and it gets better 

It gets better and you don’t want to die 

You don’t want to die and you’re alive 

You’re alive you’re alive you’re alive