._.

That.... really hurt....

seeing her like that with Illeana hurt.... a lot... especially since she kept looking back at me and seeing that i was shaking.... or was she looking behind me at Lia? or looking at will? or Jaidyn? or Anna? idfk anymore...

It just hurt so much to see.... i couldn't stop shaking... and then illeana put her arm around bri...

no... bri put illeana's arm around her.... and i couldn't stop looking at how happy she was.... she just seemed so happy with illeana... she should just choose illeana over me...

on top of that when we were walking i felt like she didnt want to be with me.......

she would be better off with illeana and should just break up with me and ask her out :/ it sucks to say but the truth sucks...

im hurting still..... even 20 minutes after... its like i was thrown to the side like trash...

its currently 11:27 am and she blew me off and said "k cool i gtg take a test bye."

no i love you? oh okay thats cool too ig._. so no responding to EITHER time i said i love you? cool thanks for that, it feels great

BEST

DAY

EVER!!!!!!!

i love this so much, this is the BEST life 😎