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I miss you.
And I know I miss you today, and I'll miss you tomorrow.
What else can I say, what could be so wrong in missing a friend?
If I miss you today, do I miss you "too much"?
I wish I could tell.
I'm too scared of the void inside me, of this emptiness that keeps filling me day after day. I used to feel, I used to find emotions for everything.
The past is exhausting every single part of my soul, heart, pain.
Don't tell me to miss you less, don't ask me to miss you more.
I will never let myself down again, unless you become the reason, my renewed energy.
I will never cease to seek love, emotions and pain, for I am nothing without it, I cease to exist without pain.

Don't love what you can hope for.
I miss you today, and I'll miss you tomorrow.
What is wrong in missing a gentle friend?
And I'll miss you even more -if it brings more sorrow to my soul, my heart, myself.
I'm too scared to be on my own,
Terrified to leave alone,
Too much emptiness filled inside me.
In sorrow and trust I will belong,
For I am too scared to leave alone.

I miss the smile, the sunlight in your arms,
The strength of each step you take when I'm harmed.
Beauty remains just a tale -but your kindness hurts
Does the love comes down when the sun comes up?
Too scared of the dark -no, emptiness is mine
I miss you too much -certainly not enough!

Is it wrong to love someone... by choice?