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with the passing of this moment, one of the moments that I do not want to repeat in the journey of my life, because there is nothing beautiful in every second. it was like drowning in a sea that never met the bottom, stuffy and air just to take a breath. in every journey in his time there is nothing that I want to remember, and I glorify it because it is too numb for me if I manage to capture the moment in every trip during that time. Darkness is the basis of a dark past story like being in a hole without a light. This story is in a part of life that I don't know how to make it up, and somehow it strengthens my shoulders to get through it. Roughly speaking, it seems too sadistic to be human, because I don't think all humans can get through those times.

I can only see how hard I try myself with the help of a little spirit from a soul that doesn't have the courage to die. just too much despair that can still be connected day after day by a logic that is still able to speak. stuck in a story that I started myself but the universe that governs the plot, obviously. never imagined this would be a dark story that was never able to penetrate the dark from any point of view for me. just a lot of lessons that I take from this story, because I've made it through, I don't want my self-defense to be in vain if I can't shine someday.