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Today I decide to learn accounting. And am not sure about it like what if its difficult, what if i regret ,What if i wanna die bcoz of this shit, What if i feel like hopeless ,what if i gave up😥 , i cant handle it wellahi i cant i don wanna be hopeless i don wanna be tired of everything i don wanna feel this shit. Am not strong and patient enough.

But i will try my best to be happy💃 to make my families happy. Inshaallah i will proud of my self like 'you know what i am Husniya😌' i dont need my father name to be known. My name will be enough. Indhaallah☝ everything gonna be owk .

Sometimes i feel like i deserve better sometimes i feel like better doesnt deserve me like am piece of shit,like am just useless,mnm neger yelelat set helper yelelat wedefetariwam matzor kentu set yehonku ymeslegnal i really scare of my future me maybe she gonna be angry women who live with her own bcoz of her shitty attitude. Wey demo am gonna be Single mum uffffff😣 i hate thinkin like this but i cant stop. Sometimes i wanna die young coz i will be sure future me gonna be Bitch hulum sew mitelat loner women so its better to die young than seeing me down.

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