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sya

Do you know how hard it is to not stress over things you can't control ? Like it's easier said than done. Like I have really bad anxiety about things I can't control (that's a story for another day.) Right now I'm laying in bed, and stressing about something that's completely out of my control. I know that if I could fix it I will, but I can't. And that's what upsets me the most. Ugh the agony, I really need to learn to not have control over things, even when it's not in my control. I guess that's just who I am, a control freak. I'm trying to grow, but goddam it's hard as hell.

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