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"Sometime When Your Heart Breaks Your Body Does To!" - Conrad Hawkins (the resident) I wouldn't wish this on my enemy. I remember feeling disgusted. I couldn't eat or sleep because I was so busy trying to put all the pieces together. Thinking to myself how did I not see this and why me? Should I stay or should I go? Who can I tell that won't place judgement? Should I get revenge or let vengeance be the Lord's? I had so many thoughts I couldn't hear the Lord, so I started to blame myself at first asking myself "Am I not enough?" I lost weight from not eating and I couldn't figure out to get out of that dark space but not for long because the God I believe in would not let my stay there in that mind set. He's building me back up again. Some days are easier than others. I started to realize that " I am worthy as is without change without exception" -Melissa Fredericks and I am only responsible for my actions not my husband. I would have never imagine this would be my story.