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I was planning not to write anything about this but if i don't do this now- our friendship will not remain the same.

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Tu unintentionally wo baate kr jaati hai jo meri anxiety kmm krne k bjaye bdhaa deti hai

Fir ye bol dena ki

"I don't think mne kuch b glt bolaa- MAINE SACH BOLA"

That day you could have gone little soft, hrr chiz ki ek timing hoti hai. You seemed to be a completely different person that day, not the person I used to look upto.

Yaar maine to kbhi nhi kiya tere saath aise. Kitni baar tu bhi to dukhi hoti thhi - Jabb tujhe excluded feel hota thha

Maine kbhi aise sach k naam pe harsh chizen nhi boli.

Mai bhi chahta to bol deta

Ladki hai tu, tujhe nhi milegi yhn koi opportunities

Aur sath hi bol deta ki - maine kuch galt nhi bola, sach bol rha hun

Rather as a good friend maine apni taraf se best try kiya ki - tujhe aise excluded naa feel ho.

Chaahe wo message likhna ho Sikander sir ko ki how you need more opportunities here, yaa fir prep talks how and what can be said, tu bank audit videos dekh rahi hai etc etc. I gave you best possible solution in addition to HOPE FOR BETTER THINGS.

I was actually hoping you'll do the same when i told you about my worries. Was i wrong to expect? Had you tried to understand what i was trying to say and asking for- you would have gone softer on me.

Yaar, this was that one time when i needed you the most. It was a huge let down to me. As a friend you were right doing it but as a good friend you failed me there. I used to think of you as a good friend.

You never even cared enough to take a follow up - theek hai tu ?

Iss pichle ek mhine mein aise bhot baar teri baate mujhe achii nhi lgii but i chose to bottle it up. Abb iss se jyada bottle up krne pe, friendship affect hogi boori trah.

I know this well tu kuch intentionally nhi krti aur tujhe zero idea hoga ki mujhe kuch hurt Kiya hoga.