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Time is good thing. we learn many things with the time: we meet different people, we fall in love, get friends, get disappointed, get hurt, get happy. Thats how we get experience. But whats matter is you should get lesson from them all and try to dont open the same door twice or you gonna regret.

Last months i looked away at my life and i understood how many mistakes i did, which made me regret. All my pain's reason is me - my choices and wishes. But maybe its good for me too, coz i got experience and right now i'm more wise than yesterday.

I was so silly and afraid of everything. I'm sill learning to be brave. But first i'm learning to love myself, to see this world with positive eyes, bcoz i wanna change my life to the better side. For this i wanna change myself and i should try my best to get it.

I have heard many times when people say how badly they're living, like living with someone whom they dont love or they cant get what they want and etc. Maybe they should sit and think: Maybe they deserve those life condicions for real? If you just say how badly you're living then first change yourself: not for someone (nobody gonna appreciate it), for yourself only. It's like investition to yourself - to your future.

If you dont wanna change anything then you will never grow up, never get better life.
You can say "I'm enough old, already late and etc". Well, i dont think so. It's never too late or better late than never.

While memorizing all my life right now i understand that things and people whom about i was crying or worrying dont even deserve my nerves. Those kind of thing never affect to my life or future.
Remember: if you wanna change your life, you should move.