;)

self-diagnosed, albeit with hesitation and denial

it makes me guilty, wanting to admit to it, or to try and get help. i’m constantly surrounded by people whom i deem to have problems way harder than mine. i’m aware of it, unfortunately, though being aware of it makes me try to brush of the things running in my head more. i’m simply being the diva that my mind tricks me to be. or maybe it’s just getting used to how people react and wiring my brain to just shut up sometimes.

dear, i got a truckload of trauma piling in my head and i might even dump it all on to this spam/journal account. tumblr staff, look AWAY and don’t burden yourself with this like omg, let me put my thoughts somewhere without feeling like a burden to anyone. might dump up all my drama in the next post with paragraphs of non-related topics every 4-5 sentences.