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shes deeper than anyone else, and thats probably why nobody gets her. shes a bit too much for anyone, thats perhaps the reason shes always alone. shes more mature than anyone else her age, maybe thats why she understands what others cant. but she wants to feel understood, she doesnt want to be lonely anymore, she wants to be normal so that she can fit with others. she wants to change herself bc she just wants to be loved. and thats the saddest thing in the world, bc shes so extraordinary, and theres no one in the goddamn universe that could be as much as her. but she doesnt realize that, and she blames herself every night for not being ordinary. she hates herself for being this unique human being.