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I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I did not understand you I'm sorry I was useless to your pain, I'm sorry I didn't try to look at the world through your eyes. I'm so sorry. 

It's not your fault that our relationship is messed up. it's not your fault that you left me, I would have done the same. It's not a mistake none of us were open,It was too early for that.

What I feel towards you is not infatuation. You were the reason for those curves of my lips, you were the reason I open my phone you were the reason for widening and narrowing my eyes. You used to do stuffs that not movies nor books did to me. Thinking about you tore me apart and built me up. What I felt towards you was not infatuation but love itself.

I don't regret loving you. Infact, if I was to be asked the best thing that happened to me, my answer would be falling in love with you. Because, darling, you deserve to be loved, you deserve to be cared for, you deserve the world there fore don't undergrade yourself don't doubt your abilities. Because you are strong mentally and spiritually. So I proudly say that I love you. I LOVE YOU with every part of me I doubt if I have the words that could tell the depth of my love for you, but know this, know that I will go through hell for your smile.  

I'm telling you this because I'm moving on. Moving on on peoples does not mean forgetting them, to move on means to stop living in the fantasy of getting them. it means to stop waiting for them to come back, to remember them with out pain.

I'm grateful. I'm grateful that I met you. I'm grateful that I was around on your days. I'm grateful for the pain that I thought I passed through because of you. I'm grateful that you exist. 

So darling, I wish you to be the happiest person that ever lived. I wish you realize your true passion and talent I wish you find someone who can tell you that you mean the world to anyone. 

Thank you